The Unseen Root of Addiction
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Homelessness and addiction are symptoms, not just personal failings. This book uncovers centuries of UK and The United States policy that prove it.
Starting with the author's harrowing descent on the streets of Piccadilly, this book quickly expands beyond personal struggle to expose the profound role of social policy in driving addiction and homelessness.
Dive into a compelling historical analysis, tracing the evolution of welfare in the UK from punitive medieval laws and the devastating 1834 Poor Law, through the transformative post-war safety net, to the challenging impact of modern policies. Learn how the "persistent paradox" of control versus care has shaped generations, revealing how systemic decisions have fueled—or failed to alleviate—suffering.
This isn't just history; it's a vital, urgent examination of how we got here and why the Vagrancy Act of 1824 still shadows vulnerable lives. If you're seeking a comprehensive, compassionate, and critically informed understanding of addiction and homelessness, this book demands your attention.
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Introduction
How Social Policy Drives Substance Use
Addiction: a word that can punch you down, strip away control, or whisper sweet lies of escape. It's a complex issue affecting millions, casting a long shadow over countless lives and communities. When caught in its grip, or fighting to break free, you might ask: "Why me? Is this just bad luck, or something more profound?" "Is it a choice, a disease, or something else entirely?" "What truly triggers this cycle?"
This book began with a deep curiosity about these very questions. As I delved into the science of cravings, the psychology of dependence, and real-life stories, I realized how much nuance and interconnectedness we often miss. We readily acknowledge the scientific links in addiction, but what about the broader social and historical forces that shape these issues? Yes, societal conditions and specific policies often lay the very foundation for addiction.
What are the underlying circumstances that predispose individuals, regardless of substance, to this struggle?
These are questions demanding urgent attention. Then there's the issue of homelessness. Far too often, we label individuals experiencing homelessness as addicts or criminals, without ever examining the complex systemic factors that lead them there. It's time to challenge these assumptions and uncover the true narratives behind addiction.
This book journeys into the often-overlooked landscape of addiction, blending facts, figures, and compelling real-life stories (with names changed to protect identities). These stories, alongside the data, will help you navigate the intricate world of addiction and the maze of life on the streets, simplifying a complex issue for deeper comprehension. By looking beyond stereotypes and daring to ask the tough questions, we can illuminate what truly lies beneath the surface. If you're ready to explore the real story of addiction, this book invites you to the conversation
Chapter 1: Piccadilly
The neon glow of Piccadilly Circus seared my retinas like a slap in the face. My head throbbed, a relentless drumbeat pounding out a rhythm of pain and desperation.
I couldn't recall how I'd ended up here,but the acrid tang of stale beer in my mouth and that thang on my clothes told a story of its own. This wasn't just a blackout – it was a freefall into the abyss.
As I stumbled through the crowds, trying to work out what planet I was on, the sweet perfume of a passing stranger clashed with the stench of exhaust fumes and my own sour odor of stale beer and the musty smell of body odor.
My stomach churned, nausea clawing its way up my throat. "Where am I?" I muttered, the words slurring together like a drunk's confession. "How did I get here?"
The questions swirled in my head like a vortex, but one thought dominated all others: "Where am I going to get the next drink from?" My body trembled, a stranger's limbs shaking with a will of their own. Panic set in, its icy grip tightening around my throat. I scanned the faces of passersby, searching for a glimmer of recognition or kindness.
But their eyes slid past me, indifferent to my desperation. Suddenly A bin caught my eye, its overflowing trash a grim reminder of my own desperation. I hesitated,
I've got no other options, my hand hovering over the rotting food like a hesitant bird. The can, half-empty and discarded, seemed to call to me, its siren song of relief almost irresistible. I knew I'd hit rock bottom when rummaging through trash became my best option.
It was a gamble, a repulsive one at that. The stench of rotting food assaulted my senses as I reached in, wincing at the grime coating my hand. Retrieving the can, this wasn't about pleasure, not anymore. This was about survival. The alcohol wasn't a friend; it was a wrecking ball, smashing through the wall I'd built against a tidal wave of emotions. Shame, regret, fear – all the things I desperately needed to feel. Buried deep under a thick layer of numbness.
With hands that shook like leaves blowing in the wind , I lifted the can to my lips... only to recoil as a violent wave of nausea hit. My stomach lurched, a churning rebellion against the very thought of swallowing that unknown liquid.I had no other choice!!
Hospitals had already chalked me up as a lost cause. The police wouldn't be any different – just another homeless face to move along. There truly was no other way. Holding my breath, I forced the can back to my mouth, the metallic tang assaulting my taste buds. Desperation was a bitter pill to swallow, but right then, it was the only option I had.
Finally, the tremors wracking my body began to subside. The cold sweat clinging to my skin evaporated, leaving behind a clammy film. A fragile truce with withdrawal symptoms started to settle in. But I knew it wouldn't last. This was just a temporary reprieve, a stolen moment of shaky peace and time, before the cravings clawed their way back.
With this sliver of clarity, my mind could focus on one thing: finding the next hit. Blessed oblivion was all I craved, a desperate need to block out how I ended up here.
Dawn was arriving, as the sky with bruised purples and fiery oranges sky started to hit me, as my sleepless night was really starting to bite. It echoes my mirrored throbbing ache behind my eyes, a stark reminder of the happiness I'd once known, now a blissful memory I’d sacrificed just to be drinking a half-empty can out of a bin.” "Yeah," I thought, the words tasting like ash. "This is my life."
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